I started this one, I think it would have had to have been right after the illness because the questionnaire was from somewhere to do with that, I think it was at the clinic, but yeah it was like right after that or sometime. I wrote a little, a good bit actually, but I didn’t do anymore later for a while, until like some time recently I did the other and finished it.
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I was filling out a questionnaire and it asked like personal questions, it was for something, but it asked like something like how easy to like make relationships with people and that kind of thing. I put the highest like “no problems doing it at all” answer on it, but I thought about it later and figured out it’s a case of something appearing to be one way… and I’m going to explain what I’m talking about in a moment. (Well my answer was still 100% correct, but, I’ll explain in a moment…)
Yes this is going to be about me meeting the church and all that (you knew it was, didn’t you?)
And you know, I never really mentioned it to very many people. We sometimes did the like things at the restaurant I was working at, but only a few times, including once when I was on break (I think I told someone and made sure it was ok to do it), and another time when the place we were going to go to was unexpectedly closed. But that’s pretty much all! (And all of these were like back in late 23/early 24 around then, so nobody from that place SHOULD have even known I was still doing that in October 2025!!!)
And I did tell one person once about it after (probably about December or January probably), but…ok back when it started she kinda told me that I should do it, kinda flippantly. I told her what I was doing and she was wishing me well at it is basically what it was. But none the less, I mentioned it to her again at some point (not long after, but not right after) Nov 2025 when that was, that I “did”.
(And I had talked to her about it a few other times near the beginning, but that’s pretty much all. I hadn’t said anything to her about it in a long time until then (and none after, and probably no more than 10 times, total, ever!))
And I think most of my family members “knew” as in I had told them about it, and talked about it when it was directly relevant to something. (Which wasn’t very often but just when it was relevant to something or when asked.)
But under NO circumstances, did I EVER, towards any person or group in this world, and I mean one single time ever, did I ever try to “push” it on anyone. Nor will I ever. Unless I happen to go to the next world and come back like He did. That’s a different discussion if that ever happens!
And yes I will do that for secular things all the time, because I can PROVE that I am correct about those things, using LOGIC, which by the way, is God’s language, and His rules about every object and thing in this universe! Yeah we humans didn’t do none of that, He did! We gave them names and learned how to use them in ways that were useful, so we can make things like computers etc, but it was He who created them.
But when it comes to stuff like this, and it pretty much includes anything of a theological nature, IT’S BETWEEN YOU AND THE HIGHER POWER! I will discuss it when appropriate, but I really don’t care that much what you (anyone) do. It’s just not my place to.
And for the record, I am also not positive about the “No Other Gods” thing. I might have already mentioned this on one of these but, if (hypothetically) God and His Son decided to bring in some help (for example, one of the deities from one of the other religions), it would just be another case of, like Evolution, we would have learned of it later, and didn’t know of it until we did, and probably a bunch of other stuff we still didn’t know because we ain’t God, and so on… IF that turns out to be the case. Which it might very well be, and we humans would certainly have no way of knowing that if it is the case!!!!
And there’s a bunch of other stuff like that, that I disagree with not just this church, but the Christian Community in general about, and have for years and have told them as much when I used to post on internet forums. And I mean a BUNCH of things! Not just the obvious stuff like abortion, LGBTQ, etc, a BUNCH of things!
And stuff like if/when He will like return to earth. I really don’t think it will ever, ever happen, ever, because I think He wants us to do it ourselves. He wants us to fix this world. He didn’t create us to screw up and need someone to fix things for us.
We humans are the one and only reason this universe was created. Even though there is undoubtedly other intelligent life in the universe (statistically there pretty much HAS to be somewhere, if not plenty of them), but THEY ARE NOT US! They did not evolve here on earth like we did. They are not “humans”, they are something else. They couldn’t be humans, no matter how similar they are, even if apparently identical. If they did not evolve with us, then they are not of our species.
But I can tell you something with pretty much 100 percent certainty! If the REAL Higher, who really is the one who created this universe, was to do anything like that, it is the people like myself who that entity would IMMEDIATELY seek out, and of course do everything perfect. It would probably start about like it did with the church. Maybe a couple of pretty little girlies give me their phone number…. yeah maybe something like that… but I’m really just hypothesizing about the initial interaction.
But it would be some kind of human looking “person” (or multiple ones) and the BEHAVIOR would be absolutely perfect. It would NEVER do things that nobody should trust anyone who does, such as sneak up on someone or anything like that. Again, it would be about like how the church did, is pretty much what the entity would do with me and with any other humans it interacts with. There is about a 100.0 percent chance of that being the case!
He also would probably (like certainly) do things like give me trillions of dollars for example. He would know that I would use it to help regular people, including things like punishing wrongdoers. (Which is one of the most important things that anyone can do, especially if the wrongdoers have any type of power over the victims! And you better believe that He knows these things!) And would know that I have perfect judgement about things like what is and isn’t wrong, etc. Those are things the REAL HIGHER POWER would quickly do upon arrival. You can bet your last dollar on that!!!!
So long story short, if it’s ever where someone is making like something like that is going on. I will be able to tell you with approximately 100 percent certainty whether it really is God, or whether it’s just bad humans (who deserve a seat in the fire pit, and will probably get one if they don’t repent fast!) screwing with us trying to make us think it is. You need to find someone like me and talk to them about it, if that ever happens!
But I done got WAY off the topic with all that stuff. It was originally supposed to be about the question from the questionnaire. I got talking about the stuff I disagree with them about…. and if you notice, I said Christian Community. Ok first I’m rarely using really any kind of proper names on this (for the reasons I pointed out in other posts on this) and second, I know each group (and even each member) is different, I was generalizing. And I know that many churches nowadays are pretty much tolerant of LGBTQ people (which of course is good of course) but yeah I was generalizing.
Yeah it was supposed to be about that where the thing asked a question, and my answer was absolutely perfect! I have always been the kind of person EVERYONE wants for anything positive. The bull…. started right when that did (when I met the church).
But I’m right about to be finding out whoever has been doing the stuff, causing me the problems deliberately and intentionally. That’s right around the corner. And whoever it is will wish they had chosen someone else (or just been a decent person and not done something like that in the first place).
And in case I haven’t said this enough, ANYONE who has ANY kind of knowledge about any of this nor anything similar (other things about this including things I may not have mentioned on this which there are plenty) you had better TELL ME BEFORE IT IS INVESTIGATED!!!!
I am going to tell them (the investigators, and anyone else relevant) at the beginning that WHOEVER they find on the other end of that (literally any person or group whatsoever) they have my permission in advance, to prosecute! (I may not even be able to change it later, but it doesn’t matter because I do not plan to do that!)
And I know for sure that multiple people are involved. I know that someone has resources (that are about to belong to me) and other things. I don’t want to put certain things on this until after (they will tell me exactly who it is after the investigation, and then things will be different).
But yeah I haven’t wrote anything on this in awhile. This has been on this for a little bit, and I have a couple of others on this and at least one on my device, and I still haven’t even done the one I was talking about before but I will.
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